Feelin' a little sad now cuz the boys aren't allowed out of the room upstairs as of today.

They used to have full access to the entire roof garden but we've decided that the dangers they face far outweigh their relative lack of freedom. Worried they'll fall down 9 floors as they perch on the parapet watching birds taunt them. Worried they'll get attacked by our neighbor's dog during their little trips across the wall. Worried they'll wander so far they get lost. Worried they'll eat plants that are poisonous to them. Worried they'll drown in the jacuzzi or the water collection barrels.

Confining them to the room like indoor cats should be was the best solution to the problem. The room upstairs is as big as my room so it's not like they have no space to run about.

But it still breaks my heart when they sit with their noses pressed to the glass, looking at the expanse of space they were once allowed to play and run in for the past four months.

It breaks my heart to watch them climb onto my lap and mew pitifully, as if to say "Please...let us out. We want to sunbathe on the timber deck, we want to sleep under our favorite tree, we want to watch the fishes in the pond swim, we want to hide in the little hole behind the lemongrass pot, we want to race each other round the roof, we want to play in the planter at the back. Please?"

:'( I'm sorry boys. It pains me to do this. But the thought of the two of you falling to your deaths or being mauled by the dog next door pains me even more.

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第89键 我弹不到的音阶
就像你在 我永远到达不了的宇宙边缘
头晕目眩 天空突然 变的好黑
改变不了 我们俩悬殊的地位
你的世界 也终究转回没有我的空间
还是爱着 那一段 残念

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Off the top of my head I can list out a long, long list of reasons why I should not date you, just so I'd hate you.

But it makes no difference at all.

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